I want a drink.

FML

I have finally watched Generation Kill. It is amazing! I love Ray to itty bitty pieces. And I love everybody else. The sing alongs, the eyefucking, and everything else. Love. I just want to draw sparkly hearts around this show and write Nate loves Brad all over a Humvee. And have I mentioned I adore Ray Ray.

I am in school. I do not have a job. I need one. The cook out sucked. I left.

*panic attack* Can't breathe. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I don't have a job. 3 years. Holy shit.

P.S. I want to watch Generation Kill

*RAGE* I have two motherfucking days left two and you won't let me buy my fucking books or use my fucking UCARD *RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGE*

Today has been one of those no good very bad days fml

my 21st bday has come and gone woohoo peace out

GOD FUCKING DAMNIT I DIDNT KNOW YOU WERE GOING TO THROW MY SHOES IN MY ROOM IM NOT PSYCHIC WHERE WAS I SUPPOSED TO PUT THE DAMNED DECANTER NOW I GET TO PAY FOR HALF FUCK YOU AND SHES PISSED WITH ME WHEN I DID ABSOLUTELY NOTHING BUT PUT THEM IN THERE SO THEY WOULDNT BE BROKEN NOT MY FAULT YOU THREW MY SHOES IN THERE WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO

I think I may have a problem. Make that addiction. I can't stop watching the new Star Trek. I'm this close to abusing my privilege to go see movies I swear. I'm trying to be good I really am but it's so pretty and...I love Chekov that is all.

Okay now for something more comprehensive on Star Trek. It was really good. I'm a Star Wars girl always have been but this was awesome. The cast is so pretty and its witty and cute and god it's a good movie. I took my mom to see it for mother's day and she liked it. She has seen the old movies and the old series but she really enjoyed it. I really liked the fact that Spock got the love interest and not Kirk. And I have to say with each viewing Kirk's eyes get bluer and bluer and I am not complaining. It is so fast paced that you are sitting on the edge of your seat and when its over you ask yourself was that really just 2 hours wow. Now I really am craving more. The sequel should be out right now I say. In conclusion I loved this movie.

STAR TREK MOTHERFUCKERS! I heart Spock, I heart McCoy, I heart oh you get the picture. This movie rocked my socks off. LOVE!

48 Minutes! 48 Minutes. Seriously. That is one horrible horrible movie. I am too sober to watch the rest of it.

These past three days have suuuuuuuuuucked. I closed last night opened today. Worked til 11 on friday. Anyway my manager somehow found out about a bunch of employees watching porn on Friday on one of the movie screens. I hope I didn't give it away by talking to loudly or anything. They got written up and everything. And one of the employees who I like is going to give her two weeks. I don't blame her. Don't go see fast and furious or Hannah Montana the Monstrosity. In fact don't go see movies I need to finish Tess and how can I do that if you people keep coming to see movies and interrupting me while I'm reading.

OMG last night suuuuuuuuuuuuuucked. It was not cool. Need I go on? Only two people working concessions. Two sold out shows of fast and furious. Only one concessionaire after 8:30 for two more busy shows. You do the math. Plus side manager bought us pizza and I got myself candy.

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Gah! Fuck! Gah! Gtfafm!!!! Being a red head has turned me mean. Thank you for calling Carmike Capri Cinemas This is E how may I help you?
P.S. I have evidently gone from G to Gent dear god help me.

Okay two entries in one day. NO WAI! Anyway I just got back from seeing Watchmen. And in better news I just found THE DRABBLES. Watchmen had its highs and lows and I can't really judge it since I have not read the source material. I am stuck with a case of writers block. I am flighty as a bird you can tell. I don't know. I feel restless. I get that way from time to time. I hate it. I have cleaned my room. Watched a movie. I feel for lack of a better term stuck. I know there is no one in this universe who gives a shit. But that's okay because everyone has so much pain. Yes, I have been watching Buffy why do you ask. I feel so distant and disconnected. I cling to past friendships because I have none to move on to. While those friends move on with their lives and leave me in the dust. Again I accept it because they are meant to crumble. I am nearly 21 fucking years old. I used to live in this alternate universe. It got me through high school. But what do I do now? Where do I go from here? But it's not like you can answer these questions for me. Hell no one will read it. But that's okay because I have to work this out for myself. Well enough of my whining its depressing. PEACE LOVE and SHUT UP DADDY

It's been a long time since I posted on here. I sorta have a computer sorta. I have quit Staples which makes me very very happy. She was a bitch. Anyway I have to work at the theatre tomorrow. I'm trying to do something with my life let's see how that turns out. There is not much else to say 'cept I'm dead broke. And never ever smoke folks. PEACE LOVE and Sparkles.

We just had a fucking earthquake. Well at 5 this morning we did.

It snowed!